pRINCESs mELANIe's jOURNAl

Sun, 19 Nov 2006 16:12:52 GMT

so i dont even know who reads this but i gotta get this out somewhere... so like a month and a half ago something didnt seem right, it was soo hard for me to do it but i told joe i needed a break, it suck... but it ended up with we were broken up, and to him we werent getting back together, but to me i didnt know, i still saw the rest of my life with him but i had to figure out what wasnt right and i still thought like all the time about getting back together, the longer we were apart the more i thought about it... so this morning i find out hes involved with someone else now... i dont know what to do, ive been crying for like an hour now and this just sucks sooo bad, and i know everyones been through it, so u all know hard it is, and i just was not ready for this and im just so lost right now, ive never felt like this before i dunno i just dont know

Mon, 12 Dec 2005 15:47:42 GMT

ahh this time of year sucks and is so great at the same time. i feel like i have 8 thousand things to do in school still. my gymnastics class at school has to but on a show and its gonna suck cuz i get so nervous, but oh well. i cant wait for christmas and all the stuff it entails. saras xmas party was this weekend and it was so fun. me and joe are staying in boston on christmas eve eve so that will be great. then christmas eve and everything. i have so much to be excited for but there are so many school things keeping me down. its really hard. oh well its all over soon, well not soon, enough. ill live. hope veryone, not taht i know who reads this, is good.

know your in heaven smilin' down

Wed, 30 Nov 2005 11:52:34 GMT

still missin you julia, i cant believe its been 4 years....

rip
julia lee kopper
6/10/87- 11/30/01

Tue, 01 Nov 2005 13:17:27 GMT

Even if we don't speak often, or something like that, post a comment with a memory of you and me. It can be anything you want - good or bad.

Fri, 02 Sep 2005 02:57:27 GMT

Summer 2005

TEN Things You Did
01. Went to Maine with my boy
02. Worked
03. Took a summer class
04. Camped with the girls
05. Beach
06. Went to the fair
07. Got a tattoo
08. Christmas in July
09. Gymnastics
10. Went to the flea market

NINE Favorite Bands/Singers of the Summer
01. Sublime
02. Incubus
03. Luda
04. Fallout Boy
05. Mariah Carey
06. Bob Marley
07. Pussycat Dolls
08. Green Day
09. Young Buck

EIGHT Places You Ate At
01. Old Country Buffet
02. Dunkies
03. 99
04. McDonalds
05. Wendys
06. T.G.I. Fridays
07. The Lodge
08. Hunan Kingston

SEVEN Things that Annoyed You
01. Gas prices
02. That Sweet 16 show
03. Humidity
04. Work
05. My mom
06. Having to drive my dad
07. The new kitty

SIX Things You Bought
01. Clothes
02. Sin City
03. Cups
04. Food
05. Books for school
06. Graduation presents for Tam and Sam

FIVE Things You Accomplished
01. Accounting 2
02. Making "brownies"
03. Saving money
04. Driving through the Cape rotary
05. Finding a magnifying glass

FOUR Movies You Saw
01. Charlie and the Chocolate Factory
02. Legends of Dogtown
03. Deuce Bigalow 2
04. Wedding Crashers

THREE Things You Wish You Did
01. Went to Six Flags
02. Took a long vacation
03. Saw some people more

TWO Rules You Broke
01. Camping rules
02. Illegal things rules

ONE Thing You LOVED About This Summer
01. My boy

Wed, 22 Jun 2005 13:55:26 GMT

im off to maine today for three nights with joseph :) im excited because i didnt think we were going to be able to go this summer cuz he got a new job but were going!

i havent updated in sooo long.... haha

Fri, 03 Jun 2005 20:50:35 GMT

i just got my tattoooooooo!!!!!

Sun, 08 May 2005 22:53:40 GMT

01. reply with your name and i will write something about you.
02. i will then tell what song/movie reminds me of you.
03. if i were to apply an o'clock to you, it would be...
04. i will try to name a single word that best describes you.
05. i'll tell you the most memorable moment i've had with you.
06. i will tell you what animal you remind me of.
07. i'll then tell you something that i've always wondered about you.
08. put this in your journal.

Sat, 07 May 2005 01:21:13 GMT

i dont even know anymore

Fri, 22 Apr 2005 02:03:31 GMT

tammy is coming home tonightttttttttttt!

Thu, 21 Apr 2005 18:29:51 GMT

my birthday is saturday! yay for 19... i guess? oh well birtdays are fun! so far the plan is work 730 to 12 then lunch with joes mom and sisters then friend time then boy time, so if u want to be included, do it up :) love you allllll

Sun, 10 Apr 2005 22:48:20 GMT

this was a good weekend. saw sin city, wicked good. the speech im currently working on... not as good. i love my boy. did more stuff this weekend too, got a amazing bracelet at a psychic faire. went and watched some of my gym girls at their meet, good job girls! saw laure kelley for the first time in a while. accidently didnt take the ticket at a toll booth and had to pay extra...gay. ummm my mom is crazy like she knows things. she was over by the trash when she got home from work yesterday after working an overnight friday and was like who stayed here last night? dont know how she knew but obviously not wanting to say joe pam and kris just said pam, then she went upstairs to her nicely made bed and was like who slept in my bed? now being scketched that she can tell things i jsut said me in like a u are crazy voice lol. i have to sleep up there cuz my room flooded and its still not put back together, obviously i slept there but i dunno she just knows things.

point of story.... good weekend

Sat, 26 Mar 2005 15:36:17 GMT

last night was a good night :) so first i went and got mindy and we went to walmart where i got cute underwear for a dollar! then we went and got her friend beth and we went to michaels and got arts and crafts! haha. then we went to shaws to get food and saw pam tam and kris. we couldnt decide what to get to eat so tammy told us we were going to stingers lol. so me beth and mindi went to stingers. then we went to mindis where i made joes easter thing, a cool looking box that i painted and stuff and colored my fuzzy poster. then we were tired so i went home where i then found out joe was gonna sleep over :) so then me and him hung out in my room. yup. then we were hungry later and went up and chilled with tam bernie pam and kris and ate macaroni. then we went to bed at like 2 but i felt bad cuz joe couldnt fall asleep. so this morning he left early to try to go back to sleep. but it was still am awesome night.

dana- thank you for inviting me last night!! im sorri i couldnt go but it still made me feel special to be invited lol. i hope you all had fun!

Wed, 23 Mar 2005 15:34:02 GMT

an update seems like the right thing to do right now...

too bad i have nothing to say.

well i did something cute today. i had to leave for school at like 7 and joe had to leave for work at 830 so on my way to school i stopped at dunkies and got a donut for me and a bagel for him. but since he was still sleeping i wrote a note and put it on his car saying there was something for him on his porch. then i put the bagel on the porch with note. it was cute and he called to say thank you when he got it, it was cute.

so im gonna get a tattoo. it will be on my ankle. if all ends up ok then hopefully it will be a star with a fairy sitting on it :) all i need is a good picture of a fairy to base it on because i can see the one i like in my head but since i cant draw... oh well

k well since i still have nothing to say

bye!!!!!

Fri, 18 Mar 2005 03:17:50 GMT

yup.... night turned good :)

Fri, 18 Mar 2005 00:33:38 GMT

so tonight starting off not too hot, still has potential tho....

hmmm nothing that exciting going on...

too bad, if there was maybe ud all have something better to read, sorri!

*mELANIe*

weekend...

Mon, 21 Feb 2005 17:22:27 GMT

so this weekend was fun

friday... hmmm oh yea, papa ginos with the couches crew, always a good time, then got my dad and melinda and we did errands... then me and mindy went to walmart and got spray paint and decorations and went to her place and spray painted these chair things. while they were drying we went to the mall and shopped for a bit as well as ate at the outback, which is always sick, we went to kohls then got icecream at stoppies and then went back to her casa and finished decorating our chairs, mine is sick, its black with silvere sparkles and pink hearts, later i had to get my dad at the bar, lol, and bring him back home, then i went home and watched the oc cuz i taped it the other night, then i slept

saturday... woke up and put away the biggest pile of clothes i have ever accumulated on my couch, then joe came over and we ate omlettes, then i had to work the coffee shop 1-6, funny thing is i quit like 4 weeks ago, then i went back to mindys, her boy showed up, we chilled there, went to my house to i could change, dropped him off, then me and melinda headed of to get wicked lost in quincy but we eventually got to the k of c where my friend tammy from the gym was having this thing to raise money is her moms name for the american lung association, i ate alot and won two raffles, i got a gc for a manicure and one for this yoga place, we left there and i got robbie for melinda and dropped them of at her place and went home and slept actually i talked to joe then slept

sunday... worked 730-12 at the coffee shop, came home and did hw, went and visited melinda and the new girl at sandys, me joe and joe went to the studio, left to get stuff for melinda, gave it to her, then me and joe and joe went to mikes for food then back to the studio, then jeff called and invited us there, so we went to his house where there was a party going on, mostly his sisters friend, watch anthony loretto? smash like 15-20 beer cans on his head, smoked a rediculous amount, had a good time, left eventually and slept

so here i am today, should be doing hw, but i thought ud all enjoy this more, haha like u could care less :)

love you all!

Wed, 16 Feb 2005 15:37:38 GMT

last night joe came over and we jsut like lied in my bed and it was the nicest thing in the world and i loved it cuz i needed that so bad

i make pam and kris watch one tree hill haha

wow still wow

love, me!

Wed, 16 Feb 2005 03:31:36 GMT

im on a mission

wish me luck

its a hard one

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

k

hope u all had a fun vdayyyyyyy

i did

kathleen invited me snowboarding someday in a couple of weeks

im excited

love, me!

Wed, 26 Jan 2005 21:55:35 GMT

lets hope this all works out

Tue, 18 Jan 2005 19:41:40 GMT

kathyleen in going back to school tomorrow, it makes me sad, kat, i like having u around, then ur gonan get an apartment and ill see u even less :( but its been nice seeing you over vaca

Sun, 02 Jan 2005 16:49:50 GMT

its been a good past couple of days...

Mon, 27 Dec 2004 01:02:17 GMT

yup i hate this, wanna cry....

Wed, 15 Dec 2004 14:47:23 GMT

hey everyone. just thoguht i should update. ummm saw the rockettes xmas show last night, it was amazing. we did a secret santa at school yesterday and i got a bunch of little victoria secrets lotions, its nice. saturday is saras xmas party and im happy i want to give her herpresent. then next thursday me and joe are staying at a hotel for like our xmas thing :) then friday is xmas eve :) then saturday is christmas! i love this time of yeasr its pretty. i have to wrap presents, that isnt fun lol. so yea, nell is moving thats crazy.... ummm i miss everyone, cuz everyone is so bus lately, i know m very busy, but i would loooooove to see u all over january and stuff, i have time offffff :) um i really wanan know hoe kaitlyn broke her arm, and see kathleens sisters babyyyyyyy i dont think i have much else to say but ill talk to u all soon! u peoples try to see me sometime too :) pinky swear?

Tue, 14 Dec 2004 15:35:30 GMT

christmas is coming!

yay!

*pRINCESs mELANIe's jOURNAl*

know your in heaven smilin' down

weekend...

pRINCESs mELANIe's jOURNAl